breathlessfrmyou

Sit down, bell rings Yawn, new day. Look right, students wander Look left, heart stops You. Stare longingly Turn away. Scared. see me? Eyes… Walk past Smell you Inhale aromah Shivering spine Misses you Corrected paper Monday nothing Tuesday …"hi"… Stammmers "…."hi…" Scared wits Pasing hallways Your body Opens eyes No breath Always forget Bell Rings Go home Look right You stand Manly stride Deep breath Always forget Keep breathing Must breath Stolen Life Open airways, No air. Taken it. Breath taken. Amazingly radiant Im falling in love with you.

Dance, prance, Run around with friends. Slow it down, Dance dramatically Drawing attention. Look 'fabulous' Until the last. Stop to see Lights floating by Up on the ceiling. Wonder, look around Where am I going? "This is the last Chance for your crush" Eyes locked with him, Flushed face. Notice life ending Go on, go forward. Move higher. Move faster. Lights on. No "him" love. Pace around groups. Find you, curled up In the arms of your love. Looks into your eyes, Sees agony. Sudden embrace. Neck up, chin down. Shallow breaths. Silent shudders only felt. Gain control. Flick salt water from checks. Friends gath

Separate ways Sprint from the car, Across the field Through the door, Onto the couch. Chit chat, talk, jabber Unstuff pockets, Small paper. Falling fast Catches. Opens slowly. Atomic bomb? Sand drops. Unnoticed. Crackel, blink. Skim over. Highlighter. "You're the one I wont forget…" "A dear friend I once knew" never to know again "You are so dear…" Hold me close "You are so near, but soon you'll be so far" distances? Feard…. "sometimes I know, a part of you will show, deep inside my eyes" Blackend eyes "A part of you will be deep inside my heart" Never released. Highlightes pieces Of my love for you.

Im just your extra curricular activity, Im just your after school gig. Just a stupid thing to do besides homework. Something to do while your bored. Just one of those things that you could quit, and a few people wuold be disappointed. But otherwise, no matter. Besides, the new game starts on Monday.

He toments my brain. He takes over, and keeps me from being who i am. If only i could get him out of mind Out of sight, out of mind Hes embedded in my head. He'll never leave If only i could finish this damn report Everything will be better later He seems the best But when you cant have it, look how you turn out. My life will never forget this moment in time I recall his scent as we seemed alone in a blank, white, empty room. My hands were becomming numb, frrom the loss of blood. What was I to do? I dont think ill ever forget him He's the first person who treeted me as an indavidual. Hes the best one out there, and i cant

6 months later i  sit in this room cold, alone, shivreing 6 mnths later, I look back on it and think of nothing but good times. 6 months later, i contimplate what exaclty happened that summer 6 months later, I see myself as a young girl, madly in love 6 months later, I catch myself staring at the fast food chain with his name 6 months later, i jump whenever his name is said to be on, to talk to 6 months later, I still bring him up as an example of a perfect being 6 months later, I realize how much he meant to my growning 6 months later, the most popular movie of the year was our "first date"to me 6 months later

A year? A whole year? Is it possible? A year? A year of pain, a year of suffering, a year of growing. a year... A year of instability, a year of insecurity, a year of testamoney. a year... A year of heartache, a year of fear, a year of seculisions. a year... A year of confessions, a year of tears, a year of lonleyness. a year... A year of mutalation, a year of shaking, a year of constant tiredness, a year... A year of slow breathing, a year of hard blinking, a year of fluttering eyelashes, a year... A year of silence, a year of looking around, a year of klenex. a year... A year of slow openings, a year of fain

Lets Be Friends Lets Leave it here lets not ruin our friendship lets let it take its course .....excueses.... Lets Be Friends Lets kiss maybe lets go out lets see other people ....denial.... Lets Be friends Lets have fun lets lay up lets stop ...betrayment...

I dreamt of you last night I dreamt that we were the same I dreamt that you wrapped me up I dreamt that we kissed I dreamt that you loved me I dreamt that we were together I dreamt that you missed me as much as i miss you I dreamt that we embraced I dreamt that you felt me. I dreamt of you last night. I opened my eyes, and prayed to god my dream wasnt over. But it was, and after I dreamt of you, I couldnt stop.

It was two o'clock in the morning when I got the call.  Gladly I changed out of the clothes I'd worked in all day; I put on something more comfortable, brushed my teeth and made sure I did not look awful.  I found my keys in the spot I lose them every time, on the desk to the right of the monitor, my big black coat—armor in the cold of Seattle—was the last article to adorn me.  Strolled down the hallway my converse made a soft thud on the wood floor as I clicked out the light and slipped out the door while my roommate slept.  Down the hallway twenty five dull thuds to the double doors in a buffer zone before the real world hits, another set o